Oh ya and regardless of the results of the placement test
I am proud of myself!!!
I need.. to be better… I need to do better!!!!!!!
amazing race tmr :-) gonna just chill and relax #tooblessedtobestressed :-)
I don’t do tired really well, this is usually when I start going auto-pilot and not thinking as much.
So I gotta really rest well and learn how to manage esp when I’m tired..
Feeling kinda blue these few days
and I just realized I hadn’t really written a reflection of 2018 and my goals for 2019… had I gotten lazy?? Had I just thought that years r now blended into one another and I didn’t wish that they were different??? What does this mean??????? why am I not as reflective as I used to be or as passionate in jotting down the little things??????? Am I getting closed up??? Ignorant????????????)))??/?2?283@3$3$3
:-(
and school starts next week and the whole cycle begins. this year is going to be huge changes and a huge year for me… the last year of uni. no more games and playing around.. I hope I really take challenges and things with stride.
“All Too Well” was never a single, and it always blows my mind that it is consistently one of the loudest songs the crowd sings when I play it. Moments like this defined the Reputation Stadium Tour for me, and I can’t wait for you to see it in full starting at 12:01 AM December 31, pacific
Another reminder of how I NEVER want to be like.
Working with different people can be a frustrating experience, but I hope that I can see past the situation and see how it can be improved at that point in time.
Patience is limited and I’m more outspoken than I was before - sounds like a recipe for disaster so pls pls be tactful in what u say yas
Wished that the holiday season didn’t have to end… gotta love the holiday season.
2019 is going to be a year of big changes and transitions.
I hope I always keep the ones I love close to my heart, no matter if they are near or far.
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keep going, growing and eventually glowing - everyday’s a chance for learning how to groom and help that garden of thoughts in ur head (or in some cases growing on ur head 🌚) 🌿🌞🌼 2018’s been one heck of an experience, so here’s to taking a brave step towards another potentially challenging and fulfilling year!!! happy happy new year errryone 🌜 we’ve got this yaaas 🌱 here’s a reminder to always make my way back to what matters the most - love, fernship and heart. #bloom
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AUG 2018
unexpected
I’m proud of my own growth, in terms of as a individual, doubles partner, teammate, performance on court 😊😊😊 and handling everything on the trip as a whole.
friendships r what matters the most, the competition was really just a battle against my own self-confidence and believe. To believe that I can do it, to believe that victory is possible. That I am not just the same girl who played SEA junior previously (a scared girl having fears of making mistakes, not believing in herself - still don’t but with more faith), but a determined individual who really just wants to be better at her own game and in her own terms. Proud of me for negotiating/communicating with coach as well.
In just a short 7 days, I’ve learnt so much about myself, about others and it’s really been a blessing to have met everyone based on this common ground of table tennis. I hope I keep on playing to feel that rush of accomplishment and collective effervescence with fellow teammates… may my passion never run dry 🌞🌞🌞
I’m proud of me!!! I really am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!